Dragoness-of-Light

Screams are come in different degrees, like the colors of the rainbow. Screaming comes naturally to me. Like, when you're excited about something, or are on a ride at the state fair. Still, I have never screamed as I am now. Gods why? Why? I stare out the window at the stars and wonder what's going on, why me? As I sit in the crumbling ruins of my room, I wait for my mother and father to come back to me. They're always out late on the week nights, doing what ever it is they do. They're gonna be so angry with me. I don't know what happened. .. .  ooohh. . .. here they come. I can sense them now, and I have no idea why I can do that.

Screams come in a variety of intensities. There are only a handful of times I can remember screaming. Still. . .. .ugh!. . .. oooh h h h.. .. .  there was only one time before now that I can remember screaming as hard as I am now. OOWOOWWW!!!!!!! Oh GOD! Geez. . . That was the time these skeletal dudes came to Sunnydale and stole our voices. They could only be killed by a scream and when Riley smashed their box, I got my voice back and screamed. God, I loved that sound. All the fear and pain I felt, let out in a full blown scream. . . "Sweetheart! Are you ok?" Riley said. I can hear him outside the delivery room, Angel holding him

Sunlit beams touch my face, As the waves beat out their steady pace. Wriggling toes disturb the sand, As the wind whirls round the strand. Gulls cry and circle my head, the sand is my comforting bed. The sunset paints the sky a reddish hue, Bringing me back to thoughts of you. I close my eyes and time stops, Open again and the stars come out. A flash of light transcends the sky, As I watch, by and by. Then I wake up to winters white, The roaring storm, a brazen blight.

Why? Why does fate see fit, to saddle me with this feeling? To put me in this pit. Sunshine and Starlight, mingle in my chest. The warmth of a hundred smiles, float through the rest. And yet, we are separated, by this thing we call faith. The thing that brought us together, has made me a wraith. Morals and values, circle me round. Breaking my heart, and bogging me down. You healed my heart, made me whole. And now by evil art, I stand alone. Tell me God. If we are all your children, then why, oh why, must we be apart?

Loneliness, broken heart, Sadness continues to impart. A fading will, a dying wish, All lie within my fist. A broken sigh of tragic loss, Result of a terrible cost. The blood drips down my trembling hands, From wounds that opened in the end. Pain and sorrow tumble down, in tears that strike the blood soaked ground. I tried to save your life you know, and in the process, broke my soul. I'll never understand what caused, The bitter pain that made us pause. The agony of love and loss, Was it truly worth the cost? My tears, now spent, are yours to keep, Understand what made me weep. The loss of you, so hard to bear, I wonder, w